It was quiet. The morning’s summer sun flooded the stair case as the woman slowly walked up the steps leading to the attic. Imagining the room before she opened the door, she felt happy. She was finally going to start this project that she had thought was only in her dreams. She had finally set aside time and was determined to begin to make her dream of having a serious place to write come true. In her dreams she saw it all so clearly… The heavy old well oiled desk filled with lots of drawers and dents and hidden compartments sat in front of a beautiful bay window overlooking the tree tops as the little brook sparkled as it jumped over stones in the creek bed below The birds chirped and flew among the branches, dipping down from time to time to splash in the little brook and get a drink.

The floor was refinished with rustic old barn wood and the wall to wall shelves were filled with books. Classics, and every other book about writing that you might imagine. The comfy over stuffed leather swivel chair sat in front of the desk with her laptop, just waiting for her as a fireplace consumed the other side of the room with a cozy sofa and throw placed just so.

Her imagination danced as she opened the door. She immediately was met with the musty scent of memories. It wasn’t a bad smell, kind of like when you take a whiff of a very old book, it is hard to explain just how great of a smell that truly is. Eyes still sparkling, she left the door ajar and surveyed her task at hand, only to be met with the reality of what really was behind the door… She did not see her beautiful writing room waiting for her to pen her first novel, instead she was met with boxes and boxes and more boxes, and stacks and stacks of books and old trunks all filled with things her family had accumulated throughout the years. Some had names of her children on them, others herself and others her husband. Some had names written across the tops or sides of them, of what was supposedly inside.

She looked at the place where her daughter had started helping her several years ago when she had first shared her idea of making the attic a study to use for writing. Everyone had been extremely helpful at first, promising to help clear out their own boxes. But now, severaly years later nothing had been cleared out. It did look as if her daughter had made an attempt at one time, and now it looked like a story standing still, as if her young daughter had been abruptly called away to go live her life. She smiled. It looked as if she had started to organize things, one pile might have been a keep pile and another, a throw away or give away, she was not sure.

Everyone was happily living their lives, consumed by their own busy schedules which truly made her happy. She side stepped the piles of teddy bears and books and kneeled down to unlatch a trunk among all the others. Not sure what she would find. The woman lifted the lid. All at once, she was transported back into another time as if finding a time capsule. She lifted old loose photographs remembering and set a stack of yearbooks from every year on the floor beside her. She was just ready to thumb through the first one when something caught her eye. It was a box inside the trunk with packing tape securing each end. In big black marker it read PRIVATE with warnings of not to open, scrawled in her own youthful handwriting.

She sat with the box in her hands. So unlike the girl, who had packed that box away decades ago. She thoughtfully frowned and then slowly reached for some scissors and snipped through the aged tape easily. Inside, she discovered history. On top of everything she found her diary, still locked shut, but how silly, a key hung from the lock. She laughed quietly as she remembered always faithfully locking it and then hiding it with the key still attached.

She took the key and unlatched the little lock. As soon as she saw the familiar handwriting she felt a sadness as she remembered writing and the feelings of love and heartbreak and confusion that consumed her during that time of her life. The time when writing helped her survive, and it inspired her to go through the boxes and finally give herself that place to write, a place to tell her story.

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17 thoughts on “The Writing Room

    1. The only thing better than what you are doing for me… is that I think that I have found a good life long friend here in this guy that has wandered in through the backdoor of my dreams (or my blog)… the cherry on top would be if you were an agent! But I am learning to take the “good” life hands me and appreciate it for what it is… I mean if one person, who is talented in their own right. Seemingly intelligent…( grin..). gifts you with their time without ulterior motives… embrace it.

      1. There is self publishing. If and when you complete a book we can look at doing that if you like. I would enjoy figuring out all the hoops and mechanics. It is the route I would/will take. My own business sense demands removing the middleman — the publisher — from taking most of the profits. And if you were to become successful you can then decide whether to succumb to the capitalists or keep things on your own terms.

        1. I actually have self published a Children’s book. Called Did You Imagine Me? My daughter asked me that question when she was about 4 and I thought it would be fun to answer her by way of a book. My step dad helped me get it published. I illustrated it and wrote the little verse. At the tune of a few thousand $$ laters… I don’t think I will ever do that again…. I know that I don’t want to go that route again.
          I want to find an agent and a publisher the old fashioned way…

          1. My belief is that I can write a book — the hard part — and then figure out how to properly encapsulate it into an e-book file — the easy part — and then for zero dollars and zero cents put it up at various sites to sell as an electronic book.

            How long ago did you try self publishing? Were you having books printed like back in the dinosaur age?

            1. YES! It wasn’t a very fun process. The printer who printed my father in law’s company stuff had to do it on plates… etc… I print my own cards and have my own site on Etsy and sell Did You Imangine Me … there also… My cards I print myself. The book, I had to have done professionally and order Two Thousand Copies!

              1. I have a daughter-in-law who has self-published a book of short stories and has also published a text book which is used at major universities. I do not share access with any of her connections if she has any as such. She must have something. But the self-publishing is something she just went ahead and did at Amazon and it cost her nothing at all.

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